Friday, September 30, 2011


Well here we are, tmrw is the first of Oct and i feel like this past year has just slipped away. We got some bad news here at work...our building was sold and were shutting down, like very soon. I an almost positive next week sometime. So i am back to job hunting. I would love an office/receptionist job, & bartend for fun again. But I'm doubting I'll find a desk job. Tony's bar is hiring and its right near my apartment...I'm going to go by there this weekend.

Michael got a job with Nth degree on the show floor making great money. He is so excited, and i am thrilled for him...this couldn't have come at a better time! He starts this Tuesday.

So after reading my baby sisters blog, i have come to the conclusion that my life is being wasted. She's living out in utah with her husband and trying to start a family, while going to school for CRIMINAL JUSTICE. I'm envy that girl, and she has got me really thinking. I am so tired of working my ass off to pay my bills. Its been years since i have had a vacation. And the way things are going i don't see one in my near future.

I have decided i am going back to school. I want a business degree and then go from there. I am almost 24years old and bartending isn't what i want to do. I have no idea what to even do to go back to school, but i am setting a goal for myself to start by January. That gives me three months to figure my shit out. I fucked up in high school & always told myself, i will go back when I'm ready to take it seriously...i think i am FINALLY at that point.

Speaking of goals...
The girls and i have started a friendly competition of weight loss!! The biggest loser challenge. And we have 15weeks to complete it. We all put 20$ in a box and we took our measurments and weight. Every Monday we will weigh in with $1 fee. And you pay additional money if you gain weight..$1per lbs! Were all so excited about it. Most weight lost after the 15wks wins the cash pot:) my goal is to lose 30lbs in the time span of the challenge. This week was harder with the hours i have worker and stress about the bad news. I ate mexican one afternoon, but i walked and ran that night. I havnt bad time to exercise but hopefully walking around Nachos has helped. And i have been eating salad or chicken salad all week. I havnt consumed to much water tho, but i have drank probably my weight in cranberry juice. I believe i have a kidney infection...yay me! Ugh hopefully going to the doctors next week, to get checked out. I need a physical as well, because when i ran the other day...i was weezing, again. Just a few more problems to add to the mix, lol. I havnt been to a doctor in years, just always afraid of hate they might tell me, "ms stone, you have 6months to live" yeeeeah freaks me out. But i will suck it up this time to get rid of this aweful pain!

Well i am super excited about my goals i have set, and i will achieve them! Ready...set...go: )

Until the next time,

Friday, September 9, 2011


I feel like so much has changed over the past few weeks. I havnt hung out with my girls in weeks. . . Work has been keeping me busy while kicking my ass. We're short staffed right now, so basically Allie and i live at Nacho Daddys, and still not making the money we were before wild wings (down the street) & mcdonalds (nextdoor) openned up:/

I havnt been able to hit he gym recently...which i think is a main reason for all my stress lately! Not even football practice...we have a game Sunday too, kinda worried about my cardio! Not to mention I've gained 5lbs as of this past Monday, not to sound lame. .. but I've worked hard this summer to lose my 38 lbs! And i have 17more to go to reach my goal, and working all these hours I'm pulling, i have no time to cook, and Nacho or fast food has just been easier! So this week i knuckled down, I've already lost those 5lbs i gained..back on my crank pills and I'm going for a run after work today because this weather is amazing!!! I need to continue to see decresing waistline, the only thing that needs to be increasing is the cash in my wallet. Haha; )

Well sad news, my best friend isnt getting married anymore. It doesn't seem real to me still, i always have looked at them as a don't get one without the other. Its weird. It all went down in Miami, the trip i wasn't able to go on. Really sucks, everyone seems stick in the middle, bc were bffs with both. But naturally the boys are drawn to him, and the girls to her. But I'm trying to be there for both...but at the same time trying to act as normal as possible, i mean what can you say to either of them at a time like this, Ya know. Idk...maybe its a good thing work keeps me busy, so i can avoid the situation...but then I'm not upholding my bestfriend duties. I just don't want to hear bad talking about the other, i think. Or get caught talking to one, and say to much. All i can is lend a listening ear, and a dry shoulder to cry on i guess. Love you both so much! Days will go by..things will get easier, & you'll be stronger <3